Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ♥
10:47 PM

Yup I have not been updating this blog for a long time it has become stagnant. I wish I could share my life with the rest of the world but there are so many things to say. Life lies in balance at the moment, tomorrow I will know the BIG QUESTION: Should I Stay or should I Go. Discipline is a Big Job, very tiring never appreciated by students, but I must say I would have done the same thing even if I was not in the Discipline Com. I see a strange transformation of myself and I am very worried that I would not recognise myself anymore. I am starting to realise that I cannot control my temper. I need to look at life's perspective. I am reflecting a lot these days and begining to lose myself again. I found the innner me when I first came here to OPSS now I am beginning to be like the old me when I left MJR. I just want to be myself. THe teacher who talks about coke and when to open the can of coke. The teacher who sits down to talk (and most of the time make the studentscry-because they really need to) and listen. The teacher who inspires and motivates and tells the students to Dream. The teacher whoe BELIEVES. I just want to live life normally without students gawking, making fun of me or trying to provoke me behind my back. I really wonder if you guys really understand how I feel or even care.

I feel very touched when I read this post from one of the Teachers in OPSS.